I am a fool

A fool for not seeing God's strength in me! I got soooooo hung up on being humble that I blinded myself to the truth. I was trying to empty myself out so that He would fill me up - but He was already inside! I was literally trying to get rid of God so that I could "receive" Him. What a fool I am!

Humility is great, but take care that you do not try to humble God! Be free of pride in yourself, but spare no pride in God!

It is not enough to be humble, to know that you are a sinner but know not how you sin. Humble yourself and seek the Truth, for the Truth is what purges the sin. Humility without wisdom is pointless, and wisdom without humility is impossible. It's no wonder I felt hopeless while I sought to forsake myself so that God would replace or remake me. God has already made me! The only thing I'm missing is the Truth.